Friday, December 26, 2008

Yeah, this is hard

Thank Goodness for the holidays. Because, in a way, it is better to just rip the band-aid off and feel the pain all at once. That is what this holiday season is for me. Sometimes I feel I'm going to be OK; the next second it is all just too hard.

Yesterday had me thinking of the first Christmas Eric and I spent together. I flew down to Virginia Beach to spend the holiday with him and Christmas Day found us driving around Virginia Beach looking for somewhere open to eat. We were finally able to find a Subway so we could have food on Christmas Day. Even the 7-11 was closed!

It's memories like those that make me sad. Two steps forward; one step back.

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